Rants.

[mirandagirl]

(02-20-2012 08:22 PM)lashay12 Wrote:  next time i just keep my concern to myself next time. just because i said that i felt that people was ignoring me while i was expressing my concern for Jackson's coma, DOESN'T MEAN i was having a pity party. but okay i wont do that anymore. i keep my mouth shut for now on am sorry i even say anything at all or showed any type of concern.since my emotions and feelings don't matter to people. i have to keep them stuffed away until i explode and decide to do something crazy and then people will wonder why> did she flipped out and do something stupid? because I WASN'T ALLOWED TO EXPRESS MY EMOTIONS THAT'S WHY THEY GOT THE BEST OF ME AND I SNAPPED THE HELL OUT. am so sick of people allowing others to express their feelings without telling them to suck it up and not have a pity party. AM JUST GOING TO PUT IT OUT THERE NOW. i mean what the hell do people think am made of ?WOOD OR STONE with no feelings or emotions ,i cant express myself without being attacked or being accused of making everything about me. if someone on here don't have to get over their problems and STUFF THEIR FREAKING EMOTIONS, i don't have to either. ITS LIKE TELLING A LITTLE BOY TO NOT CRY AND MAN UP WTF? HE A LITTLE BOY HES SUPPOSE TO FREAKING CRY IF HES HURTING THAT GOES FOR MEN TOO. am not saying that someone in a coma wasn't serious it was, but so are my feelings and emotions. i was expressing concern it may not have been in a way that person liked me to express concern but i was expressing my concern. but at the end i still get attacked and get accused of having a freaking pity party. its okay i wont do that again because no matter what that person would still find fault with me. am done i try to be nice but its no use. I just be someone without any emotions, and i just be a cold heart b**** if that's what people want. yeah how about i just be an inhumane person who doesn't give a flying flute about people. sense i have to stuff my emotions all the time . when i see someone cry i turn the other way. FROM THIS POINT ON ,I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE OR THEIR FREAKING EMOTIONS SINCE MINES DON'T COUNT.

and that person talks about being tactful please? if they really wanted to be tactful they should of thought about the words that came out of their mouth that's what i call being tactful. and to that person who will remain nameless, thanks for reminding me how much my feelings and concerns really matter on this forum. thanks a lot for being very tactful with my feelings, i appreciate that i really do. i bet miss princess Miranda never gets told to stop having a pity party does she? but me the heck with my emotions. am sorry but i just had to be tactful as well and bring to light the favoritism that i see on this forum. and if some people think that's rude or immature oh well. I mean if you don't give a rats booty about my feelings just ignore me but don't you dare tell me that what am feeling or what i express is wrong because its not. and that goes for anyone else as well too enough is enough.

huh? what do i have to do with this?